Misc poem(A question left unasked)

 I would like to ask you on a date,

But my mind is so filled with self-hate,

Years alive is the time been alone,

Years of interest unshown,

Never accepted always rejected, 

A mindset irreversibly affected,

You shine so bright,

Don't want to burn in the light,

So much left to live for,

Myself feeling rotten to the core,

I would do anything,

For you to see me as something, 

Rejecting my worse habits,

If it would benefit, 

Don't want to see you go,

Without letting you know,

So afraid to go unmasked,

Don't want this question to go unasked.

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