Experimental Writing

 A twitch, A flip, A switch, A minor blip, Can be a toy, Or a motion, Definitely not coy, 3 unique "plosion", No matter what, You can see, The matter is shut, What can it be?

 I would like to ask you on a date, But my mind is so filled with self-hate, Years alive is the time been alone, Years of interest unshown, Never accepted always rejected,  A mindset irreversibly affected, You shine so bright, Don't want to burn in the light, So much left to live for, Myself feeling rotten to the core, I would do anything, For you to see me as something,  Rejecting my worse habits, If it would benefit,  Don't want to see you go, Without letting you know, So afraid to go unmasked, Don't want this question to go unasked.

 Life is a fevered grind, Continue to work with nothing on the mind, Day by day nothing changes, Nothing ventured, never ranges, Invisible unless in person,  The feelings steadily worsen, Belief in being an npc, Nothingness inevitability the key, Hope grows and causes the fall, Constantly dropping the ball, Unceasing perpetually tired, Trying hard not to be fired

 Crescent in the night, Waxing to a golden smile, Half moon's gentle glow.